wa.. sooo long nvr blog le.. anyway..
nothing to blog so nvr blog lo..
alot of good things happen.. met and got to know new friends..
those whom i already know.. i got to know them better =D
aiyo,.. lazy blog lehx.. i hug deficient.. i go hug my boaster... =(
pls.. gimmi hug and kisses... u know who u are.. =D

*taDah~~*
i'm back.. =P ... Do Eu~~ Miss Me Like I Miss Eu~~ haha... *vomit vomit*
lOl.. my actual written post was 30 Sept.. that stupid kizoku de Hse warming..

well.. been doing well this few days.. lots of good things happen..
haha.. wanna know ?? dun tell eu~~ =P..
no la.. but things are fine lor.. lol.. and to those who think i cannot surive
without clubbing~ whahaa.. U are WroNg~~~ been very long since i last club..
bzbz lor.. got many things to do in camp.. now doing Ops at Jurong island..
2 days work 2 days off.. shiok hor.. UR HEAD AH... burnt alot of my weekends liaoz..
hmm.. started my training plan a week liaoz.. jogging.. swimming.. all at night..
lol.. i dun like the sun.. moon suites me more.. night ma.. can jog.. can sing.. nobody care..
occasionally can catch chee ko peh cruise cruise de wor.. lol..
then can disturb them also.. sashay abit.. let them interested.. then jog until disappear.. lol..

anyway.. yep.. hope i have alot of fun things happening.. so that i can keep updating..
if not very sian wan lehx.. fun things as in those i can write de la..
some private things.. =x.. cannot say de.. *slurp.. wanna know ?
call me lor.. i MIGHT consider telling u .. wahaaha.

lots of things i wanna try be4 then end of this year.. going to ORD soon le..
time to rely on myself once again.. get a good partner and..
HOPE TO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER BAH..
meanwhile.. enjoy myself lo.. dun care wad pple say bahx.. =D
*gtg pract singing le.. need lots of hard work.. cos no talent.. haha... bb~~

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
....The start of something new.....

WoOoOoOo..

so long nvr write blog le.. now write lo..

hmmm.... here i go~~

(psst.. anyway.. me now at Kizoku de house gathering lo )


Haa.. so bored here..
He invited us ( Jeremy, Salli, WeiWei, Jojo, Jason, Raine & Ray )
over for house warming lo.. ( psst.. buy hse so long liao.. now then warm.. )
haha... no la.. becos that time after their preparation.. its 7th month le ma..
so.. not very auspicious to hold party.. haha.. thats why now then open..
alot people lo.. ( psst.. all we dunno de.. his family members lor.. )
i came the last.. salli and gang all reach le lor..
we sang KTV, eat & laugh our heads off for most of the night..
then they played MJ when raine and ray came over..
( Psst.. u gonna ask why i nvr play right ? )
i am trying to stop myself from being a compulsive gambler lo..
haha.. must be a good boy.. if not.. how to attract good partner ?
=X anyway.. yea.. its for my own good lor..

the few months.. alot things happen.. but.. i summerize these few months as
very very sad month.. alot things happen.. and.. sadly.. AGAIN..
its ard my birthday months...
start to wonder.. do i get *pms* during these times ???
why all things go wrong de. *humpf.

hmm.. oh.. quite happy though.. this month recieve alot of
pvt msgs from trevvy.. usually dun hav de.. all seeking sex only.
well.. seems nice people... so i did reply afew.. ( psst.. usually i dun reply at all !! )

argh.. other than that.. NOTHING happy happened lor..
haiz..
suddenly think about things that happen.. i no mood write le.. humpf..
write some other time bahx. see ya.. =)

check out my recording..

hmm.. today off day lehx.. so bored..
everyone else is in camp..

I wonder will this be the life i'm slowly walking to..
Nevertheles.. ORD LOH... hahahahha..

Yea..~~ my skills in Auditions Online improved le!!
i can do much better can react much faster too!!
yea~~ sho happy.. but wad put off by the fact that..
STUPID WINDOWS VISTA STILL CANNOT PLAY AUDITION!!!!

hmm.. now already looking ard for jobs lor..
Dec OrD.. need to preprep to work le lor..
then got money.. thus i can get things i've always wanted..
live more happier.. well..

a wish that everybody yearns for..

get settled down with someone who u love and loves u..

i'm still holding on the hope.. =)

"whoever i miss.. once loved.. is all in the past.."
"all i hope now is.. be a better person.. for myself.."
"so that i will feel proud.. so will you.."

hmmm.. hey guys!! another extreme makeover comming up!!
watch out!! .. xiao david is in DA HOUSE!!

hahaha... signing out~
bB~

Hmm.. suddenly thought of something...
maybe this is wad i want !!
check this out!!!

I am hoping to find.. someone who..

-== I CAN ==-

Whisper to..
Walk in the rain with..
Have him Hold my hand..
Hug and fall asleep in his arms....
Spend every second possible together..
Kiss... *muackz..

=====================

Thats not too much to ask for rite ?? :'(

YAWNzZzZz...

Another boring day at camp.. lol.. usual la.. abt 100++
working days till.. ORD LO!!
oh ya.. i share something with u guys !!

I was told that "SHE" still brooding over wadever that
has happen.. and can't accept the fact that she is
helpless.. and still continue to sprout nonsense to
people.. lol.. wad nonsense ?? the same one lor..
that i sleep with her BF.. lol.. omg.. the
thought of this event.. i wanna laugh le..
its the most ridiculous thing i've heard...

I'll Tell You Guys Again..

Yea.. there was a point of time.. we were very close..
or so i thought.. so i told her practically everything..
then she intro me to know this guy she likes..
B*****Y.. yep.. then we usually go out together..
but there are many times that she complain to me
about how sucky this guy is.. attitude.. etc..
all the bad things she say.. i've seriously
never heard her complimenting him.. AT ALL...

I mean.. WTF... if u really dun like THAT person that much
.. dun ask him out again lor.. u dislike yet u wan..
MAKE UP UR MIND !!..

anyway.. i went to ask B*****Y.. wad is the relationship
between Him and Her... he told me many many times..
NOTHING.. Juz FriEndz.. later when i read his blog..
and got to know him better.. then i found that.. he
really isn't THAT bad as SHE describe and told me..
from his blog.. i also got to know that.. he still
can't get over his Ex.. currently.. not attached..
( SO!! SINCE WHEN HE IS HER BF.. )

OK.. LOOK AT IT THIS WAY..
IF HE LIED TO ME.. THAT THEY WERE ATTACHED THAT MOMENT.
WAD HE GAIN ?? NOTHING.. NO SEX INVOLVED..
NO POINT LYING TO ME.. BUT.. DURING THIS PERIOD WHEN
SHE "CLAIMS" SHE IS ATTACHED.. SHE STILL WENT ARD
HAVING SEX WITH PEOPLE.. SO.. WHO IS THE SLUT HERE ??

IF YOU ARE HER FRIEND.. ASK HER READ THIS PART..
OR DRAG HER TO CONFRONT THAT GUY SHE CLAIMS ITS HER BF..
COS SHE DUN DARE TO !!! I WONDER WHY... SCARED PICHA LOBANG?
SCARED PEOPLE SEE THRU YOUR LIES ?
GO CONFRONT HIM LA.. WAD? HUM CHEE AH?
DARE TO GO AROUND SPREAD NONSENSE.. DUN DARE FIND OUT TRUTH..
PLS LA.. YOU SO OLD LIAO.. STILL LIKE SMALL KID..
SPREAD RUMORS ALL OVER.. NO POINT LA.. IT DOESN'T AFFECT ME..

DUN EXPECT ME TO LOOK FOR YOU AND CLARIFY WITH YOU..
I DID NO WRONG.. SO I WUN FEEL ANYTHING..
GO AHEAD SAY WAD YOU THINK WILL MAKE YOU FEEL HAPPY..
GAIN ALL THE SYMPATHY YOU CAN GET...

OH YA.. SHE STILL SAY WAN TO BEAT ME WHEN
I WAS IN MAXWELL THAT DAY.. EH.. SCARED I TELL PEOPLE
THE TRUTH ? WANNA SILENCE ME AH ?

HAIZ... I FEEL SAD FOR YOU.. WHY MAKEUP STORIES..
I WUN BOTHER REACTING TO YOUR SHIT LA..
TIME WILL PROVE EVERYTHING.. I'M JUZ WAITING..

=D .. PEACE!!

wOoo.. Watched MadTv's Ms Swan And Vancome Lady
for the whole morning.. then followed by meeting
Calvin and Tim for dinner which in the end..
I Ended up eating Honey Dew Sago...
Cos not hungry lor.. ate too much finger food earlier on..
After they finish their dinner.. we went walking ard lor..
Stopped at TopMan.. Went in.. and i made my
*Next Pay Resolution*
I gonna go for another round of extreme make-over myself..
Like last time when i transform from a nerdy.. to now..
hmm.. hope can Electocute more people.. =X haha.. jkjk..
after a short while.. i left them to meet Venga..
went for Dinner with him.. at Kopitiam Opposite of Cine..
after that.. wanted to catch a movie.. but.. nothing much to see..
so decided to go home.. cos i see Venga looks darn tired after
his long day in the office..
hmm.. dun like to see people look tired.. will heart pain. =(
so i pei Venga to wait for bus home lor..
after he boarded the bus.. i was waiting for my bus..
THEN.. i realise.. the bus that i skipped so as to pei
Venga.. was my last bus.. hahaha.. bo pian lor..
must 250 later.. since thats the case.. i go buy my fav
CRANBERRY JUICE and some TAO KAY NOI seeweed for munch on..
when i was abt to leave.. Calvin came into the 7-11..
cos he juz finish Gymming at California Fitness @ Cine Area..
( Damn.. he look damn cute with that specs. i must really say again.. )
( Damn Cute!! )
well.. he walk me to the taxi queue be4 leaving to meet his friend
who he gymmed with and drives.. we parted.. and here am i home..
so Bored.. but gotta slp .. tml got camp..

yawnx.. nite nite.

*I LOVE U STILL ~~ NO CHANGE.. *
*Let natures Takes It Course..*
*Dun Rush .. Slowly lor..*

Ah.. Shag ah .. lol..
Stupid 4 days outfield.. zzz.. damn shag lor..
Camo the stupid 5 Ton.. climb here climb there .. body aching le lor..

haiz.. stress...

================================================

hmm.. after reading ur blog that day.. that question keep
running thru my mind.. still.. i can't find the answer..
i think the choice you make..
is the best bahx.. you should choose wads best for u..
someone who is not stable.. younger than u..
someone who MAY not be able to satisfy u due to preference..
all these might affect how u and him will end up in the end..
i respect all ur decision and support them to..
but.. if there is any change of decision..
be sure to let me know.. so i can be updated
abt how things are going.. =D

this song is dedicated to u..

Sam Lee - Zui Jin...

sian ah .. dunno wad to do.. Stupid Tan B.H.
dun think i'll help u ever again lor..
when u need help.. i help u.. when u sell duty.. urgent..
i help u pay.. u promise to return on fri that week..
but ended up.. promise to pay me on Pay Day..
sms u on Pay Day Night. u also nvr do it..
now how long liaoz.. going 1 mth le.. i have been suffering
after i helped u .. NOW I REGRET AH..
gif u face dun wan talk abt it in camp when i see u..
u also dunno how to be *automatic* abit.. cb..
dun ever think i'll help u again..
dun think u can run away lor.. we ORD SAME DATE HOR!!! ... hahaa..

WoW... Yesterday went to St. James with Vynz & Dalton..
We had Burger King in ViVo City before we headed over to St James Lor..
It was Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Fun lor..
many people were there.. people like..

Chanel, Harper, Juzzy, Melvin, Alvinkino,
Big Gary, Mouse, Calvin, Jason & Etc..

So long nvr go St James le..
So Fun.. So Many Hugs and Kisses..
*mUacKz everybody ~~

haiz.. friends are always better than anybody.. better than family..
i love my friends.. & and i love u too .. if u know who u r..
Xp..

..... Ah Mei's .....
..Quote Of The Day...


心痛比快乐更真实

argh~~ .. got SOOOO drunk first time in my life..
not yesterday... but last thursday..
was so badly hung overed.. yesterday.. didn't went out..
Fever .. Nausea.. omg.. damn ill lor..

This morning wake up also abit liddat..
but now feelin better le.. thanks for all the concerns..
=D

now.. i gotta get myself a phone..
cos i misplace my phone!!!!
=(

i swear nvr to get SOOOO drunk le bahx..
=( sorry~~

I HATE MY FAMILY TO THE CORE!!!!!
WHY ARE THEY ALL AGAINST ME!! IF U HATE ME SO MUCH!! DUN ASK ME DO THINGS!!!


There are only 2 pple i cried for.. My Ex.. My Family..
Those are all tears of disappointment.. to the core..

I can't believe it.. this is ridiculous..
My Brother can juz start any freakin topic.. and can relate to me..
and can juz wanna BEAT me for any reason..
Wadever the quarrel is/was.. my mother will sure ask me to shuddap..
where as my brother can keep KPKPKPKPKPKPKPKP until he happy..
sometimes.. the more he kPKPKPKPKP .. the more i kenna beat..
i'm really tired of this family.. seriously.. how many freakin times
must i endure this kinda torture..

in this family.. the feelin i get is..
I'm NOBODY's SON..
IF there is 3 legal path.. all 3 reach the SAME destination..
if my brother chose path 1.. my mom will say that he chose the RIGHT path..
where as Path 2 and Path 3 is the WRONG path.. even after i prove them wrong..
i'll get scolded and beaten up.. WAD IS THIS!!!!...

i had enuff.. as soon as i can move out.. i will move out..
I SWEAR... i cannot stand this home anymore..

If u are reading this.. ( you know who u are )

I listen to you... be good staying at home..
becos u dun like me staying outside..
but.. if you really bear to see me suffer at home..
i think u dun really love me at all..
i dun need your full attention.. i juz need u to understand me..
since u can't, won't, or dun bother.. its okie.. we're fine this way..

To WhoEver who cannot stand my Freakin Attitude..
who cannot understand me..
who cannot take the fact that i always stay outside..

2 words..

FARK OFF...

i had enuff of pple telling me all the things abt home..
i hate it.. FULL STOP~!

Wee.. been a few days since i got my DS Lite..
Been quite busy too...
Enjoying life.. Going out with friends..
trying to keep myself busy till i ORD..

7th Dec 2006 !!!! ORD LOH ~~ ...

Been Playing with my DS.. inside also got mp3 and pictures..
pictures of .. pple.. =X cannot tell u who la~~
=P

hmm. going club tonight bahx..
see how lor.. =D ..

Post ORD resolution..
-----

Slim down abit more ( too hunky .. + short = ugly )
aiya.. basically.. another extreme Makeover la.. to look better..
=D

Gambatte~~

oOoOoOo I Lost My Wallet Again oOoOoOo

haiz.. sad story lor.. i fell asleep on the bus 165 on sat..
when i woke up.. i was at the bus stop outside my camp..
so.. out of panic.. i ran and alighted the bus...
happy looking at my 11b Cliped on my shirt.. walk passed the
Guardroom.. then go in camp for duty le... stay in..
Sun morning.. when i as abt to go home.. i realise.. i can't find my wallet..
which i rememebered putting into my bag be4 i fell asleep...
i guess.. it dropped on the bus le..
haiz.. sad..

good thing..
never lose 11B / Camp Pass..
bad thing..
i lost the rest..

haiz~~

Wah.. damn bored..
wad a bored Fri Night.. haha.. hmm.. maybe tml go down Bianco..
see show.. =D
see C***** dance .. ahhaha..
hmm.. later going out lor.. Taboo.. or Tantric bahx..
so Bored mahx..
Tml still got NDP rehersal.. EARLY MORNING!! omg.. sian lor..
hmm.. tml i will change Bg music le.. this song due to my mood today.. very frustrating.. haha.. *humpf.. seeya guys again!~~

Wa.. so bored lehx today.. NObody was in camp today.. after the Detail from camp to ITI ( tanjong gul camp [ TUAS ] ) .. after that.. basically.. slacked the whole day... dotz rite.. haha.. tml also will hab the same thing.. BUT.. worst.. tml .. i ON duTY... haiz.. STAY IN~!.. sad.. *humpf.. basically.. now doing nothing lor..
...
hmm .. a brief recap and some Ranting from me.. lol>..
here goes..

Saturday >>
---------------

On Saturday.. i went to meet Jeremy + Salli + DeYuan for a wonderful KTV session..
we sang alot songs.. and i'm trying to overcome my MIC phobia..lol.. anyway. after that .. went LAN SHOP with a big grp of friends.. mainly Sadness and Ray..
then me and Harper went to Tantric to grab a drink be4 we went to TABOO..
went in .. saw Xavier & Ben.. so was dancing happily there.. until i saw HER..
lol.. anyway.. after clubbing.. i went to Maxwell market with Harper to grab a drink.. shortly.. Harper went back first.. i stayed at that area.. cos i was rather HIGH from the Bluespin(s) i've drank.. was looking at AhBang , Jasper & Joe playing card games.. suddenly.. G*** walked over and called for me.. since i was rather close with him for a period of time.. i went over lo =D.. He told me something that i cannot stop laughing.. He said SHE ( refering the SOMEONE ) ask me to leave MAXWELL MARKET NOW.. lol.. i was like.. *DotZ ? who is SHE to ask me to leave MAXWELL.. later G*** added that SHE say she, see me.. wan beat me.. *BANG BANG BANG*
3 SUPER big *DOTZ came into my mind.. LOL.. MY Parents also nvr BEAT me.. SHE ? wan BEAT ME?? WAHhahahahAHH.. biggest joke.. anyway.. i didn't leave.. i stayed ard until my friend was ready to leave then we took cab home.. lol..
ya.. basically.. its liddat la.. the rest .. i dun rememebr liaoz.. was too shagged.. and HIGH.. haha.. anyway.. here is something i expected..
here goes..

====
since i left the market.. I BET 80% .. she will tell her friends on the table.. that i'm scared of HER.. etc.. well here is it..

I'm Not Afraid Of You OKAY!!
say wad u wan to everyone u know la..
you may go ahead tell pple who know me.. all the lies and assumptions u made..
Ya.. go ahead.. it doesn't affect me.. when pple asked me why i nvr hang out with u.. all i said was.. we had a tiff.. you was the one who CLAIMS I STOLE UR (IMAGINARY) BF..
[ i said IMAGINARY becos.. SHE DOESN'T HAVE ONE.. dun get me? ]
[ The guy SHE claimed HER BF.. ( the one SHE say i STOLE la ) ]
[ Deny to be HER BF.. haha.. SAD rite.. ]

hahaha.. anyway.. dun bother la.. i not scared of her also ..
=P.. yawnz.. i very tired.. i go slp.. anything.. i'll update again lor..
anyway!! I LOVE MY BLOG~~

After many people askin about am I nowadays.. I've finally decide to start blogging regularing ( AGAIN ).. haha.. well.. to kick start everything.. i change the blog skin once again.. this time.. more colourful.. hmm.. must kick away the old dull sad sad feeling ma.. =D.. not been active in the AJ circle for abt 2 months le.. recent visit is very refreshing.. lol.. well.. knew a few new friends while clubbing.. quite nice people la.. hmm.. nothing much happening la..

Actually got la.. but not worth bring it up.. NOT MY FAULT..
If YOU ( that person ) is reading this blog..
Here goes...

Say wadever you wan.. i'm not the least bothered.. dun portrait like you are the victim.. cos there wasn't anybody as the victim in this SHIT until people ask you why.. and u gladly say the twisted fact; I had something with your BF..
ANYWAY.. He claims he is not your BF..
( So.. it means.. IF i really had anything with him.. ( WHICH It DIDn't )
(Also doesn't give u a reason to be angry.. ThinK la.. DoTz.. )
... before planning to do any useless SHIT on me.. clarify it out with him.. before I make it hard for you to "Pack Up"... =D


( er.. i not really that fierce de la.. i'm an ANGEL =D )