Firstly, Merry X'mas to ALL ~~~

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X'Mas was pretty plain this year..
i suppose is the boring sugary decor this year..
Yep.. Thanks to Steve & Bal..
We decided to get Jackets for the rest of the group.

Black & White --> Ivan & David
Maroon & White --> Dhaslie & Henry
Blue-ish Green --> Steve & Shude
Brown & Beige ---> Alvin & Baldovin

Each represent a colour and characteristic..
(is for me to know =x)
Was at PS (AGAIN) juz now.. playing arcade..
then went to Nihon Mura for dinner..
Wasn't very happy there.. nahx.
not worth mentioning.. zzz

Still.. its so weird without Dhaslie.. who,
unfortunately, was working today.

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Hmm... guess i grew tired of comng out with
jokes every time.. Been doing it for about
year liaoz, pretending to be who i'm not.
Now that i have SJ.. i'll just focus
on what is infront of me..
Not gonna look back.. disappoint myself..
and most importantly.. disappoint SJ.

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Btw.... Thanks the following people
for the prezzy ^^

Shijie...
Shude..
Steve..
Baldovin..

^^ Thanks alot... =D

2 Bloody Incident in a row..
within 10 MINS.. ANGRY~~
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I tot i wouldn't be called 阻碍交通
like wad happen to shude & dhas that day at PS.
but.. i WAS WRONG!!

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Incident 1
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Was on the escalator Up..
there was no 1 infront of me..
only 1 Fat man standing...

*Tsk.. 顶路leh..
Sorry excuse me?
can you move? (signalling me to walk up)
Huh? why should i? i'm already on the left.
i need to go up and your are blocking my way.
(abit pissed) I think you can
just walk the right side rite?
No, can you just move YOU ARE blocking
my way! (He raised his voice)
No. Btw the announcement says..
If you are carrying heavy articles.
(pointing to his stomach) please use the lift.

He pushed me abit before walking away
infront of me in a faster pace.

feeling pissed and tot its all over..
zzz

Incident 2
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as i was traveling on the Train towards Raffles City.
I was listening to my Mp3.
on the way back office from Singtel.

Reaching Raffles.. i walk to the door...
Suddenly this aunty in her late 30s i think came..

*push push *nudge nudge* Excuse Excuse..
*tsk* 哎哟~ 现在的人 哎哟阻碍交通*
(this reminded me of that time at ps that
happen to shude and dhas)
(pls take note... at this point, door
not yet aligned and doors not opened)
Aunty.. can you wait?
i wan to go out! you block my way!
Oie~ you are blind or pure ignorant,
can't you see i'm going out too?
furthermore the door is not yet open.
can u shut up, be patient and wait?
(fumed by the FAT man less than 10 mins ago..)
I already said Excuse me. you so rude.
Auntie, you are the one being rude.
Pushing and all. can't u wait?
By the way.. get your facts right.
When you say excuse me, people are
not obligated to say YES and let u pass.
People say sorry out of courtesy,
furthermore THE door isn't opened.

By the time we finish this conversation.
The train already closing doors..
and the other passengers are giggling..

(She left in a hurry up the
escalator *chanting* on something.)

David's ANGRY!! =(

So Angry... zzz..

I'm not very happy myself.. but when u are down,
I was there to stand by you.
Yet u shower me with all ur nonsense.
Saying that i do not understand you well, bla bla bla..
If u are here to read my Blog.. READ IT WELL..

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Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now,
Lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good.
His life may also have much sadness and difficulty,
That remains far beyond yours.
Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words.

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When i Down & Oh my soul, so Weary~~~
When troubles come, & My heart burden be~~~

I'm really tired already..

About Love, Family and now.. even the most important thing.. Friends..

Love
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Never seem to be something within my reach, not for long anyway..
MANY times.. i tot i could be happy.. yet.. haiz.

Family
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I have i home that i can't return to..
Reason? a Spastic older brother who always picks on me.
And he behaves like a gangster and, as if the whole owns him money..
My mum is siding him most of the time as she always trust my brother more than me.
Yet, now when she realised that i was the one suffering all these years.
She cannot do anything about it.

I moved out becos i dun wan to face both of them.
The whole family is so plastic. Even more plastic when i bring friends over to wait for me while i pack my stuff and leave together.

HATE THEM..


Friends
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Jus when i though i could turn to this bunch of friends for comfort..
They have MORE problems among them..
I shall not go into details about wad had happen..
But i'll say about NOW..

2 people.. If 2 of u are reading.. this is HOW u Made me feel..

Person 1
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Wadever u think u have gone thru, i had gone thru it.
so dun gimmi ur shit as if i wun understand.
u transfer your attention to games..
thats fairly acceptable.. but u are overly paying attention to your games..
u can even ignore friends or ur own personal safety.

U can rush home jus to play a game, without even going on ur MSN..
u can bare with the LAg jus to play ur game, but cannot try to log in to msn..

I DUN UNDERSTAND...

When u have games.. u totally forget everything. all ur friends can wait.
ur games can't. i will not comment further, as i beleive i've said enough.

Person 2
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U are the person i care for most.
but, u cherish your other group of friends more,
I understand its your choice, and its becos u enjoyed being with them more.
But, izzit fair to ME? then again.. i may be nothing to u from the very start.
just a speck of dust that u can brush it off, knowing that after a while, i'll
come back to u? Used to be.. but NOT any more... Mark my words..

END.