Yep.. It happened again...

Yep. Im home.. Yea.. The meetup was canceled (yea again) due to unforeseen circumstances.. Bb fell sick.. Fever.. Seems pretty high.. Hope he will recover soon.. I assume he was caught in the big rain last night plus he only returned home this morning...

Well.. Now for this part...
I actually asked if bb wanna go out on sat.. He said he can't go out.. Only can meet me on sun.. But.. Eventually.. He went out.. I think he already got plans to go out.. That's y can't meet me.. And not really meant he "can't" go out.. I know it's not a big deal.. But.. It's really these little things that bothers me.. Sometimes I really hate being a Virgo. :( ..
I'm a natural born worrier.. Pessimist.. Haiz.. Sorry bb..

1st Movie with BB...

Arranged to watch this movie with BB.. Since BB says he wanna watch.. I would say it's a good show... But I actually not paying attention.. I was busy looking at BB.. He was kinda scared at times.. And kept covering his ears.. Haha.. And later say he is damn cold (even though I brought a small jacket for him).. Haha.. The reaction is just too cute.. *muacks..

WishList

Nova (Microphone) - S$180
Apogee One (USB) - S$385

Roughly about $600 I got to save up!

A night I will remember

Just now went to BB's place.. omg.. i love the hugs and kisses..
im sooo addicted.. ^.^ the recording went well.. but got some parts to iron out..
maybe is becos late at night, and kinda tired.. (not forgetting i cannot focus on the recording cos i'm so hype that i'm alone with BB).. haha..
*muacks.. i think the recording will turn out well in the future!! stay tune guys!!

A pleasant surprise...

Well.. A pleasant surprise turned out to be not so pleasant.. Didnt get to meet him to pass him the present.. Still.. Happy birthday!! =D
On my way home now.:

Day 6

Today day 6 le.. Tml last day.. Effect is good.. Now just got to keep to this diet.. And more exercise.. It's almost impossible to exercise when I was on "these".. Too tiring.. Got abit of depression when having them too.. Feels very weird...

Day 4 - Day 5

Freakin tired..
Still has weird palpitations..
But I see the results.. !!!
This is a 31reg pants!! Weee.. 2 more
Days the cycle is complete.. Let's see!!

Day 3

The effects are showing.. But I'm getting very tired every night.. And thirsty.. Hope I pull it through.. Maybe i think too much.. Is because I stress with OT and not enuff sleep ba..

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Lips so dry.. Dunno why.. But Yep.. I see the difference and feel it too.. Gambatte!

Day 2

Yesterday.. Felt damn tired.. Someone Kenna called for OT till 8pm.. Weird stuffy chest in the morning.. Then super tired at night.. Guess it's working..

Start of day 2.. Still tired after sleeping early.. But.. Must persevere! OT tonight again..

Day 1

Today marks the day 1 in the slimming progress.. I forget to weigh myself.. Either I become super slim.. Or I become super sick.. Let the torture begins!!

Actually.. to be frank.. i'm very hurt.. not because of the breakup..
but.. no offense.. juz a inside feeling..

Do you know what hurts more than losing you?
Is I Feel that you’re not fighting to keep me.

Haiz..

I jus dropped hints wanting to meet my dear between 2 to 6 tml..
he jus pushed me away asking me to rest.
Guess he still prefers to hang out with his friends then..
well.. wad to do.. i love my dear.. and i jus wan him happy.

Nites all..

Is it so hard to send a msg to your loved ones to let them know you're safely back home?
I am so sure that anyone of you could at least do it right? On the way to your door?
On the way up the lift?

For someone who can check-in locations and locations, i dun think its really a problem..
But my dear is juz not doing it.. or even if he does, its like when he is already home for sometime, already showered and going to bed.

Never mind, i dun wan to keep pestering people to do things,
if he doesnt feel like saying, i also dun wan to know...

I sent a msg "love u B, i'm off to bed le">
now resting on my mattress, waiting for him to send me a good night msg.
and hoping to get a "Love you too".. but.. guess i'm not gonna receive it tonight..

Haiz. nites all.

I UPDATED MY WISH LIST!! WOOO~~

I've added 2 things i wanna buy..

Blue Snowball Microphone...
M-Studio MIDI 61-key Keyboard...

they are not very expensive.. and its something i will use for long!!
jyjy!