Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I'm sorry to announced that..
the Author who wrote...

*The Angel Smiled at me*

Died yesterday at 3.25am @ a KTV Pub.
Reason of death.. he consumed half a glass of Tiger Beer.

Deepest Condolences..

>.<

=D

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Let me tell u a story..
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Alan was an ordinary person who lead a
very in-consistant life.
He had to go to work so as to support himself..
and later, his family.

Merely earning just a average amount,
he have to fork out money to his family.
Life was hard for him. but thanks to all his friends.
He was living a happy life.

He felt something missing in his life.
It was LOVE... a thing that he have never
gotten from his family. The friends gave him much
Support and care, but he wanted a lover...

Whom he can share the joy with,
People came and left him over the years..
He grew tired, of people.. and gotten to see
alot of different type of people.

People who didn't cherish him..
whom he, did not cherish.
Inconsiderate people,
people who juz go after for sex,
People who juz wan a VASE to flaunt.

Alan started to be mean to people.
getting back at them for wad they have done.
Snapping at people who gets in his way..
But.. alan is alan.. no one can change his
true nature... soon, he grew tired of bitching too.

He went to a small hangout spot..
People where there, and he have some aquintance there too.
Alan didn't talk much.. just merely chilling out himself.
But in the distance.. he saw someone he pictured in his mind.
as an angel.. smiling and talking with the others..
He couldn't help but stared.. and stared..

To Be Continued.... >.<

Sunday, January 11, 2009

wooOOoooOOoooo ...

nothing.. juz feel like posting..

really.. hahaha.. ^^^

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

I'm seriously pissed.. so i'm posting this up so everyone can see.
IF YOU ARE READING THIS.. SCROLL DOWN IN THE SHOUTBOX AND CLICK OLDER MSGs.

I deleted my Outbox so some messages is not exact. Sry~

My Received SMS ===
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Haha, okays. U see whether u still wan eat or not.

( I forgotten wad i sent. but something about helping me )
( buy soap )

Lol! Eh, i'll let u know again.
Cause i'm outside now. Haha, i go home get or go buy for u.

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I've deleted wad i sent out for the messages above.
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That Person => Wad kind of soap u want?
Wad brand and wad smell?
My Reply => Anthing ^^

That Person => Need shampoo? But all shampoo
big bottles one.Body wash is dove.
My Reply => Just need body wash ba...

That Person => You want anything from bugis junction?
My Reply => Nope... Dhas already here.

That Person => Sian. Haha, okays then.

That Person => Hi. Next time i'll appreciate it if u will tell me
that someone else buying u dinner when i asked u
if want have dinner together. It'll save me the trouble,
hunger and disappointment. Thanks.
My Reply => You ask i wan anything.. I say no liao wad.. Zzz...

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This person is seriously ridiculous.

Guys~~ comment on this in my shout box pls.
this is seriously rubbish.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Firstly, Merry X'mas to ALL ~~~

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X'Mas was pretty plain this year..
i suppose is the boring sugary decor this year..
Yep.. Thanks to Steve & Bal..
We decided to get Jackets for the rest of the group.

Black & White --> Ivan & David
Maroon & White --> Dhaslie & Henry
Blue-ish Green --> Steve & Shude
Brown & Beige ---> Alvin & Baldovin

Each represent a colour and characteristic..
(is for me to know =x)
Was at PS (AGAIN) juz now.. playing arcade..
then went to Nihon Mura for dinner..
Wasn't very happy there.. nahx.
not worth mentioning.. zzz

Still.. its so weird without Dhaslie.. who,
unfortunately, was working today.

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Hmm... guess i grew tired of comng out with
jokes every time.. Been doing it for about
year liaoz, pretending to be who i'm not.
Now that i have SJ.. i'll just focus
on what is infront of me..
Not gonna look back.. disappoint myself..
and most importantly.. disappoint SJ.

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Btw.... Thanks the following people
for the prezzy ^^

Shijie...
Shude..
Steve..
Baldovin..

^^ Thanks alot... =D

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

2 Bloody Incident in a row..
within 10 MINS.. ANGRY~~
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I tot i wouldn't be called 阻碍交通
like wad happen to shude & dhas that day at PS.
but.. i WAS WRONG!!

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Incident 1
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Was on the escalator Up..
there was no 1 infront of me..
only 1 Fat man standing...

*Tsk.. 顶路leh..
Sorry excuse me?
can you move? (signalling me to walk up)
Huh? why should i? i'm already on the left.
i need to go up and your are blocking my way.
(abit pissed) I think you can
just walk the right side rite?
No, can you just move YOU ARE blocking
my way! (He raised his voice)
No. Btw the announcement says..
If you are carrying heavy articles.
(pointing to his stomach) please use the lift.

He pushed me abit before walking away
infront of me in a faster pace.

feeling pissed and tot its all over..
zzz

Incident 2
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as i was traveling on the Train towards Raffles City.
I was listening to my Mp3.
on the way back office from Singtel.

Reaching Raffles.. i walk to the door...
Suddenly this aunty in her late 30s i think came..

*push push *nudge nudge* Excuse Excuse..
*tsk* 哎哟~ 现在的人 哎哟阻碍交通*
(this reminded me of that time at ps that
happen to shude and dhas)
(pls take note... at this point, door
not yet aligned and doors not opened)
Aunty.. can you wait?
i wan to go out! you block my way!
Oie~ you are blind or pure ignorant,
can't you see i'm going out too?
furthermore the door is not yet open.
can u shut up, be patient and wait?
(fumed by the FAT man less than 10 mins ago..)
I already said Excuse me. you so rude.
Auntie, you are the one being rude.
Pushing and all. can't u wait?
By the way.. get your facts right.
When you say excuse me, people are
not obligated to say YES and let u pass.
People say sorry out of courtesy,
furthermore THE door isn't opened.

By the time we finish this conversation.
The train already closing doors..
and the other passengers are giggling..

(She left in a hurry up the
escalator *chanting* on something.)

David's ANGRY!! =(

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

So Angry... zzz..

I'm not very happy myself.. but when u are down,
I was there to stand by you.
Yet u shower me with all ur nonsense.
Saying that i do not understand you well, bla bla bla..
If u are here to read my Blog.. READ IT WELL..

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Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now,
Lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good.
His life may also have much sadness and difficulty,
That remains far beyond yours.
Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words.

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When i Down & Oh my soul, so Weary~~~
When troubles come, & My heart burden be~~~

Saturday, December 06, 2008

I'm really tired already..

About Love, Family and now.. even the most important thing.. Friends..

Love
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Never seem to be something within my reach, not for long anyway..
MANY times.. i tot i could be happy.. yet.. haiz.

Family
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I have i home that i can't return to..
Reason? a Spastic older brother who always picks on me.
And he behaves like a gangster and, as if the whole owns him money..
My mum is siding him most of the time as she always trust my brother more than me.
Yet, now when she realised that i was the one suffering all these years.
She cannot do anything about it.

I moved out becos i dun wan to face both of them.
The whole family is so plastic. Even more plastic when i bring friends over to wait for me while i pack my stuff and leave together.

HATE THEM..


Friends
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Jus when i though i could turn to this bunch of friends for comfort..
They have MORE problems among them..
I shall not go into details about wad had happen..
But i'll say about NOW..

2 people.. If 2 of u are reading.. this is HOW u Made me feel..

Person 1
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Wadever u think u have gone thru, i had gone thru it.
so dun gimmi ur shit as if i wun understand.
u transfer your attention to games..
thats fairly acceptable.. but u are overly paying attention to your games..
u can even ignore friends or ur own personal safety.

U can rush home jus to play a game, without even going on ur MSN..
u can bare with the LAg jus to play ur game, but cannot try to log in to msn..

I DUN UNDERSTAND...

When u have games.. u totally forget everything. all ur friends can wait.
ur games can't. i will not comment further, as i beleive i've said enough.

Person 2
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U are the person i care for most.
but, u cherish your other group of friends more,
I understand its your choice, and its becos u enjoyed being with them more.
But, izzit fair to ME? then again.. i may be nothing to u from the very start.
just a speck of dust that u can brush it off, knowing that after a while, i'll
come back to u? Used to be.. but NOT any more... Mark my words..

END.

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Gosh... i Can't Slp.. I'm sooo screwed tml..

Too many things on my mind..
I'm thinking of U, you & Eu.

3 people.. gosh..

Haiz.. can i just forget and start anew?
Please.. its torturing me... >.<

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Moi Bloggie....

Haiz.. now is 1.56am in the morning... i'm at dhas's hse..
using his lappy to do my blogging..

i can't slp.. not yet anyway.. not with 1 person crying behind me under the blanket..
it felt so like me.. wad i used to do.. and i've no idea how i dealt with it.
or maybe.. i didn't.. i just grew numb over time. yea.. i guess so too..
life has always been a bitch towards me... nvr i've felt something nice that is long enough for me to remember it.. surely.. there will be something pretty bad bashing thru to spoil the whole happy scene.. yep. many a times i really wanna cry.. like now.. but i just can't.. i gotta be strong.. as i've always been.. but i really dunno how long i can last.. the batteries are running low.. i dun think i can sustain much longer.. i always that i can really take things easily.. smile it off..
but.. actually.. i'm just running away from things.. push it aside.. but... recently.. someone asked me a question... and i dunno how to answer it.. i end up crying.. haa... i felt useles.. really..

SomeOne : "How do you forget someone?"

my answer to it ?
: "I never ask myself before.. perhaps.. i never forgotten anyone ba.."

Well, i'm not gonna cry.. cos once i start.. it takes forever to stop..
I wun cry infront of these guys anyway..

AND

tml we are going swimmming at Chinese Garden early in the morning..
i wouldn't wanna appear with red eyes rite?..

Gotta stay strong.. i shall try to stop my tears from flowing..
Off the lights.. so they wun see me clearly..

Those who view this blog.. shh.. thanks...

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Current Mood
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Thursday, October 16, 2008

My Heart Phase-shifted into Oblivion..

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Yesterday, for a moment.. i felt sooo.. hard to describe.

If i really try hard.. hmm..

My heart got exile outta from my Body...

Everytime i lie down, i hear the same words over and over again.
then, tears will start to flow..
for 20mins. i stood up.. cook some stuff.. lie down.. cried.. stood up.. walk ard..
lie down, cried.. this sequence repeats for the whole 20mins..

dunno wad to say..

>.<

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

The Current Mood
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Enjoy... >.<

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Sunday, September 28, 2008

2008, September 27th...

Oh... What a night.. =X

no ..Dot Dot Dot.. though.. Love ya ~~

Friday, August 22, 2008

I should shut my mouth from now on..

I really should.. and start doing things that makes myself happy..
wadever it is..

I GIVE UP...

do wad you want.. as long as it doesn't affect me.. i wun gif a F*** about it.

Oh ya.. juz something that i rememebered over a chat with a friend yesterday.

IF U WANNA LIE TO ME.. U BETTER BE A F***ING GOOD LIAR..
IF NOT.. U JOLLY WELL COME CLEAN WITH TRUTH.. THX....

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Starting from tomorrow.. i shall clear all thoughts..

Let me just EMO 1 last night.. and after i wake up..
I'm a brand new person..new thinking.. no need to pretend, no need to plastic..
No need to act bitchy and all to entertain people..
Just wanna be happy... Jus be around those people who truely appreciates me..
Be who i really am.. then if i still have these friends.. those are truely wad we call friends...

As for YOU.. i shall forget you once and for all.. you know who you are...

This is a promise.. a promise i made like dunno upteen times..
But.. now.. i put it here.. to remind me to DO IT..
Many a times i gave up trying.. Now its time for me to MOVE ON..
Since from wad i see, you are not the least affected by it..
You moved on pretty fast and well.. ( as expected from you anyway )

We are still friends of cos.. 4Ever FreNz..

I hope i will still be around as much as i can for you guys..
But, Everyone gotta leave at some point.. =D

Give and Take bahz ..

Cheers dudes.. seeya around!!

Monday, August 18, 2008

Good Morning~~

Wah.. now slacking at office.. so Bored.. no phone calls.. Lazy to play games..
Can't sleep yesterday..
Thinking about stuff.. So Much had happen.. *faint..

Lets see... What are the things that have happen lately..
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Lets go by alphabet.. =D
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Baldovin : wOah~ Dota improve le.. not as *Gan Jiong Spider* as last time. Good Job~~ Getting more and more mature le bahx.. thats good.. but.. mature in terms of behavior.. not looks pls.. =D .. take care~~

Dhaslie : DhasLing~~ haha.. nothing much bahx.. still the same old DraTiNi.. but.. you gonna start working le.. >.< BORING!! haha... take care too =D

Fish : No Comments.. Getting more and more Ruthless in terms of DOTA.. HATE U!!! .. Take care too..

Henry : WooOT.. alot happen to this buddy here.. lol.. The... Emooo.... hahahahaa.. Nevermind.. shall give u this honour to blog this urself.. ahhaha.. take extra care ~~

Ivan : Nothing much bahx.. the usual Dota freak.. nice person.. learnt alot of Dota things from him.. hope he dun get too irritated by me.. sorry la~~ noob here >.<

Steve : Stevalicious ~~ haha.. go camp la!! Slush!! dun wan blog about u !! hahaa.. =P

Yawns.. i go find some things to do.. =D
Cya!!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Woahh... Long time no blog le..

Wanted to blog the past few weeks..
but the lazy bug got me.. =D

Many times have happen recently..
Too much until i dunno when to start.. guess i'll start blogging le..
if not ah.. things get more and more.. hard to say le.. then lazy blog le.. hohoho !!
=D

Friday, May 23, 2008

Quote: "I can't be your BoyFriend.... But that doesn't mean i don't Love You".
If I told you that this song was meant for you,
Would you believe me?
It might not sound as beautiful as other songs,
You may not know that love songs couldn't be written out,
If we didn't have the feeling of "Love".
But for you, sweetheart, it all came, easily.

You might have heard thousands of ballads,
Some may touch your heart,
though they meant nothing ever more...
But you'll know when you listen to this song, it was meant just for you.
You would know by heart what I meant,
And we would be there for each other.

Let the song play while we're walking on that path.
All I hear is just the voice of you and me.
We'll be together for so long.

As mentioned in the poetry.
That, where there is love, there is always hope.
Your love has lightened up my heart.
You are my destiny.

Love holds up many truths to look for.
And I have wasted my life time searching for them.
But not so long ago, I realized when i get close to you.
If my life is a rhythm,
you're the beautiful lyrics to this song that has touched my heart.
Let the song play while we're walking on that path.
All I hear is just the voice of you and me.
We'll be together for so long.
As mentioned in the poetry.
That, where there is love, there is always hope.
Your love has lightened up my heart.
You are my destiny.

We walk along the way, all I've heard is the voice of you and me.
We walk along the way together, all I've heard is the voice of you and me.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

I happen to surf the webby then saw this very nice post..
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"When I was born, I was black, "
"When I grew up, I was black, "
"When I'm sick, I'm black, "
"When I go in the sun, I'm black, "
"When I'm cold, I'm black, "
"When I die, I'll be black."

"But you, sir..."

"When you're born, you're pink, "
"When you grow up, you're white, "
"When you're sick, you're green, "
"When you go in the sun, you turn red, "
"When you're cold, you turn blue, "
"And when you die, you'll turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"

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